I was just painting my nails and tried (for the first time) the seche vite dry fast top coat, and the smell reminded me so much of my mother. It’s the small things, right? But in some way, everything seems to remind me of her in spring.
So what’s up? – I’ve practically given up on everything, all I do is knit. Nothing unusual with that, but it’s gotten to that part where it’s all I do. To that part where it’s no longer fun. To that part when I’m reliving three years ago. And what I went through then, but refused to acknowledge that I actually had to feel what I felt in order to move forward. It’s catching up with me and it’s hard to find the strength to do all the things that are necessary to live a happy life.
I have decided to quit school after this semester. And I have also decided to pursue my dream of becoming a fashion designer. I’ve had lots of dreams, taking care of animals, becoming an architect and standing on stage are just a few of them, but creating clothes have always been in the back of my mind. And I do think that I have it all in my head, I just need to get it out, you know. I could be great.
Anyways, I’ve read somewhere that a blogpost shouldn’t be longer than 350 words if you want to keep people interested, also, it should contain pictures, not just a wall of text. Look how that’s going, huh. Eh, they’re just guidelines anyway so who cares.
Here’s the video of All Time Low’s missing you, thought it might fit in. All Time Low always fits.
It gets better, right? It does. I will be better.
amandaisabel 